Sometimes, people see me with a happy and smiling face, and even with a
cool smirk. They don't actually know that, behind that happy and smiling
face, is someone depressed, hurting, frustrated, sad and very
emotional. Sadly, that's part of whom an introvert is.
In this life, from journeys to experience and various challenges, I've found out that no mere mortals or being can ever make you as happy as you desire to be, or cared for and make you feel belonged.
However,
I've found one true and faithful person. I've seen and loved His ways.
He's loyal, divine, incomparable with mere humans, meek, mild and gentle
in every mannerism and aspect of his ways.
That person is Jesus
the Christ. I've never ever seen anyone like him, and neither has my
ear heard. He never makes me feel depressed, frustrated, worried and
neither does he treats me unfairly.
In this life, I've seen
that no matter how many friends you have, Jesus is more than a thousand
friend. He is one in a million. When others treats you unfair, He
treats you fair.
When others use and despise you, He uses you for his
own glory [I even heard He takes the poor man or pauper and makes him a
king in his abode]. When others frustrates your life, he raises and
lifts it up[which reminds me of his renewing and strengthening word,
"when my father and my mother forsake me, then the Lord will lift me up"
Psalm27:14].
I've never seen and met this kind of person
before. So meek and lowly in heart. You can never tell your friends your
secrets and trust them to keep it, because if they do not tell at least
one person, then the devil is not a liar. But when I pour out my mind
and troubles to Jesus, He has always done marvelous things that I cannot
use words to define them, but to praise him and dance like king David
danced.
Thenceforth, let no man trouble me, for I bare in body and in spirit, the mark of the Lord Jesus Christ. Amen!
